Worst day ever

• First off, I was late. Again. Yesterday, I was late for 20 minutes. Now, I was late again. I should stop being late if I want to be on the Dean’s List. Seriously.
• Second, I didn’t get the copy of the book for Polisci. I only got the first chapter since it’s time already and I need to go home early.
• Last but definitely not the least, SOMEONE STOLE MY FREAKING WALLET!!! AFJAFKJASFJUW!! !@#$%& I hope that someone who stole my wallet will feel bad about what he/she did. What if someone did to him/her that same act that he/she did? What will he/she feel?! Anger, of course! Though, I know I contributed something on why he robbed me. I should never ever ever use my Jansport ever again. More specifically, any backpacks ever. I blame the government for the poverty and such. If the government is just honest and doesn’t corrupt and help everyone have jobs and have more long term solutions and short-term, then there, I think, won’t have any robbers or any other that falls under the same category.

Though, on the positive note, I saw him again. It’s just weird since we’re not blockmates or anything. I don’t know him. However, we see each other for 2 consecutive days, which is just weird. But yeah, my friend said we’re meant to be. Ughh! =)))

(Source: imaginativemetaphor)

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Phillip Phillips - Home

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Goals for college, hopefully

• Be a Dean’s lister
• Try not to fail in any subjects especially PE, and Chemistry.
• Looking forward to every class. LOL. Nerd here. Especially INTSOCI, COMALGE, POLISCI.
• Join the AdCreate! The way they present their org last LPEP is so awesome. With the map, message in the bottle, and the Pirates of the Caribbean. :bd
• I also want to join the DLSU pep squad. Not the cheer dancers, but the drummers. I just think it’s awesome. They bring this energy and liveliness in every event; and,
• When I get my internship, I want it to be out of the country. Trololol.

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This is how my first day in college went…

First day in La Salle was tiring but fun, somehow.

• I woke up early, like 5am-ish. However, my class was 11am. My mom convinced me to go to school early and just wait there but you know the stubborn side of me, I didn’t do it.
• I decided to watch the AI finale first and as soon as the show finishes I’ll run down the street and commute going to school.
• 8:30am: 30 more minutes ‘till they announce the winner. I’m rooting btw for Phillip Phillips. Jessica is a very good singer. She’s awesome, no doubt about that. However, Phillip has this feeling and connection in the song he sings that whenever I listen to him, I just feel it. I’m proud of Jessica, since she’s Filipino, and I’m Filipino, but even if she doesn’t win the AI title, she’ll still have many opportunities coming and I dare say the 2nd place in AI tends to be more known than the winner.
• 8:35am: I left the house. I decided to watch the replays later that night. Though I didn’t watch since I fell asleep. =)) 
• Waited in line in the Bro. Andrew. The line for the elevator was so long. Then Mikhail spotted me and we went to look for Brandon instead. However, we didn’t find Brandon, but Ardi found us. Later on, we found Brandon sitting with his cousin, which we thought his “someone”, in the chairs outside Zaide. We split up. Ardi and I went to McDo, and Mikhail, Brandon, and his cousin went to the library.
• We found Chester, Derrick, and gosh, I don’t know the other one’s name. Sorry. And Cedric came over.
• After eating we went to our class na. Chester and I USED THE STAIRS!!! Since the line for elevator was sooooo long. It was freaking 8 floors, for crying out loud. Then when we were in like 5th floor, Chester decided to run since his floor is on the 12th pa. I was like, “Whaaat?! You can still run?” =))))
• I arrived at the room and it’s so hot. There’s aircon and all, but it is still hot.
• First subject was COMALGE, or simply Math. Our prof was okay.
• More or less 3 hour break since we were dismissed early. My blockmates and I went to the University Mall to eat and find a place with aircon. Then Trisha’s friend came over and we eat at Papa John’s.
• Second subject is COMP1AD, which is basically Computer. I don’t usually feel sleepy in computer class, but yesterday, I did. -____-
• Third and final subject was PoliSci. I swear, this will be one of the subjects I will really really enjoy. :DD
• There was this student who sat at the back. Then when we were like all there, the student went out. So we were like, “Hey, he cut!” =)) Then suddenly, that student entered the front door, & walked like a model in front. We were all confused since why was he doing that. Then after that, he introduced himself as our professor. =)))

(Source: imaginativemetaphor)

My grandmother got confined in the hospital, and she’ll be returning today to have her check up. This is what I fear the most: I don’t wanna lose my nanay or my tatay, not even and my mom and my dad. My grandparents from my father’s side is the only grandparents that I have. They’ve been with me all the time. They are an epitome of courage and strength. At the age of 70, they’re really strong. My grandfather can still rift woods, while my grandmother can still commute. Whenever she commutes going here at our house, walks at the long bridge there in Bicutan.

I just can’t bare that fact. I know it’s inevitable. Please pray for my grandmother. :(

Day 116: One guy who means a lot to you

My dad, of course.

Day 117: If you were to get a tattoo, what would it look like

I’ve always wanted to have a butterfly tattoo, like in A Walk To Remember.

Day 118: What people in your life inspire you the most

Family, people who have positive outlook in life. That even if they struggle at something, they can still smile sincerely. People who have passion. Don’t you get inspire looking at them, seeing that they do what they love to do and don’t give a damn if other people criticize them.

Day 119: Something you hope you never have to do

Kill someone. #random

Day 120: What is your zodiac sign and what do you think it means

Taurus. I think it means they are the strong ones. So strong to the extent that they get so stubborn. LOL.

Day 121: What do you think about stereotypes

Well, it can be used in a good way and in a bad way. It really depends on the usage of the word.

Day 122: Which activities make you lose track of time

Being engrossed in reading a book.

Day 123: Do you believe teenagers can fall in love

Yes, I believe everyone can fall in love, even teenagers.

Day 124: Have you ever had feelings for someone who was seeing someone else

None that I’ve known of. No. I’m not the type of girl who chases a guy who is not available or seeing someone else already. I respect that someone else and I don’t want to cause any trouble between their relationship.

Day 125: Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy

Yes! And I suffered because of it.

Day 126: Have you ever been betrayed by someone you trusted

Well, no. And I don’t want it to happen.

Day 127: Do you believe in second chances

Yes.

Day 128: What is your life’s purpose

To be the best that I can be.

Day 129:Favorite month of the year and why

I don’t really have a favorite month. Maybe my birthday month, but as long as I’m productive in a particular month, then that’s my favorite month.

Day 130: If you were deserted on an island, what would you bring

Food, since it’s essential to live. However, if that is given, I’d bring books, or my camera perhaps.

Day 131: What do you worry about

I worry about my parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, siblings, relatives and my friends. Every time my family goes out of the house without me, as soon as they close the gate, I pray to God that He’ll guide them and protect and keep them from harm.

Day 132: Do you believe ex’s can be friends

No. I believe they can never be just friends. After you broke up, there will always be that gap already. You’ll grow apart. Maybe you’ll still acknowledge each other, but it’s different already.

Day 133: If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret, what would you do

This is difficult for me to answer. Haha. I’d rather choose the million dollars. It is because if I chose to change a regret, then I wouldn’t be who I am right now. If I say that I’ll turn back time and change the fact that I failed my Math test last semi-finals and I’ll study harder, I won’t learn. I’ll just keep on doing what I did before, and that is procrastinating and studying only the day before the test. So, I’ll choose the million dollars. At least, I have money and I learned from my regrets and mistakes.

Day 134: Do you have a reason to smile right now

Yes. It was actually the Day 2 of LPEP, and it was fun! Especially by the end of the day, when we watched the Culture and Arts Office perform and had the Animo Party. I think I made the right choice on enrolling in La Salle. Not sure with the course though. :D

Day 135: Is change a good thing

That depends, of course. If a person changed for the better, then that’s a good thing. However, if that person changed for the worse, then no.

(Source: imaginativemetaphor)

LPEP 2K12

So I attended my college’s (COB) 2-day orientation. Overall, it was fun, especially the last day. Free Food!!

May 14

• I just commuted! Yay!
• Registered.
• I was welcomed by many people saying
• “HI! WELCOME TO LA SAAALLE!”
• Met my Block. Block 26.
• It was awkward, for me.
• I don’t know how to start a conversation. :/
• Heard the speeches of the Chancellor, Vice Chancellor, and the Dean.
• I’ll never forget the Vice Chancellor’s speech. =))
• Went to St. Joseph Hall 303.
• CSO and USG.
• Games. Games. Games.
• Discussions.
• Picture Taking.
• Campus Tour.
• Went home.

May 15

• Went straight to our classroom.
• The ambassador taught us the centennial dance.
• The wave. :))
• Discussion.
• Games.
• SDFO discussed the rules and offenses.
• Watched the Culture and Arts Office in Amphitheatre
• They’re so awesuuuum! @-)
• Went outside to get the freebies. So many freebies! :))
• ANIMO PARTY!!!! \:D/

Yeah, that was me, 2nd girl to the right. LOL. These 2 photos here in this post are not mine.

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Today, I just broke down. I dunno what to do with my life anymore. I don’t know if anyone cares for me. I don’t know who to talk to anymore. I feel alone. Everyone is on my brother’s side and it’s always been me who to blame. I’m tired of this. Sick of this. Please kill me now. I can’t take it anymore. I wanna die. I can’t do this anymore.